Kim Jonghyun

Hi guys, before I start, I just want to remark the date when I get my braces on - 18/12/2017 .

Hi chicas

Kim Jonghyun has always been my bias. He was one of the earliest bias when I first got into kpop. About his death, you guys have no idea how I felt.

He was once my ultimate bias. I may look like an ARMY now, but Shawol will always be inside me. I love SHINee more than everything. SHINee has always been strong, the only SM group that stands together, unlike EXO and GG. (not offense)

And what I'm mad of is people (esp Malaysia no offence) are being so dumb and stupid . How could they disrespect a death? Yes, he suicide but you guys have NO IDEA what he have been through.

Though, suicide isn't the answer. Mark that.

It was so upsetting for us, shawols. It's so sad that he made us happy, but we couldn't make him feel the same way. Depression is a scary thing.

It feels so frustrating when people are asking what am I so upset for. It's like losing someone whos always been close. It's like losing someone you love. People won't understand. Because they were'nt there when Jonghyun was alive and making dumb jokes.

It feels surreal.

In loving memory of Kim Jonghyun RIP.

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